" i stare at the phone, he still hasn’t called, and you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all"
"I been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down"
"so here’s to everything, coming down to nothing. here’s to silence that cuts me to the core"
"something keeps me holding onto nothing.
"don’t wanna just make love I wanna make love last"
"And I’m done hoping we can work it out, I’m done with how it feels, spinning my wheels letting you drag my heart around & I’m dont thinking you could ever change. I know my heart will never be the same, but I’m telling myself I’ll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger”
"were sitting here and we’re eating and we’re talking and no one is actually saying anything" - John
So yesterday thomas text me, what a mistake made by him considering the last time he talked to me the most he could say was “im sorry” when i was crying my eyes because i gave up my senior year to carry his child ALONE with NO help from him. and all he could say was “im sorry you feel that way.” douche. so when he text me he was just like:
"How are you?" (how the hell do you think i am)
"ok how is everything" (why do you care)
"sorry you just asked me to text every once in a while and i was wondering about things" (mmm, you wonder about things, you seem to be in your own world considering you spend every day of your life talking to your girlfriend and not your son! and texting me to ask "how i am" every month doesnt cut it! i have people that ask me how i am every freaking day! talk to me with more concern than some random pregnant lady walking down the street!)
"i asked you to be involved and im obviously not gonna get that until may" (oops, had to let that out)
"I was just being nice. got a name yet?" (im not looking for you effing courtesy im looking for your concern! but you dont have any! and how the hell do you not know your child’s name!?!?)